We would offer you hope, but as we have said there is no hope. To hope is to suppose that the moment of now is somehow not the ideal now. And that somehow, "another now" will be more ideal then the "now now".
Dreaming Another Reality
I am up now from a long dream. It was in another place, a place which I've been to before. A dark place, a cold place. I was in a mountainous city, perhaps like San Francisco, but colder. I was happy there and happy to be back. I remember being at my old home. Stories …
Ain’t Comin’ Out!
Ain’t Comin’ Out! Don’t need the world to know, Don’t need to let it show. There's a new me here, Don’t matter if I’m queer. I'm completely positive I just gotta live. Yes, I’ve been to hell, No, ain’t livin' in a shell. But, no need to shout it out, Cuz, I ain’t Comin’ Out! …
Z0006
Blogcast - Channel Z0006 Dreams occur at a level of description nearly impossible to describe to all of you so intoxicated by the waking life. There is nothing wrong with being intoxicated any more than there is anything wrong with drinking. It may be appropriate, because everyone else is doing it. Nevertheless, you may wreck …
Over (and over (and over (and … ) … ) …)
I, Cycling Rick, my roommate and best friend for many years, had this idea of recycling. He'd say that we would repeat the same events over and over and over, like we were caught in some sort of a time loop, until we learned the lesson we needed to learn. I thought the idea was …
Z0004
2007.1031.1005z0004 {I feel silly sometimes doing this. First, the voice? Rather pretentious. But my internal voice is always cutting me down. “You’re a failure, Larz. Nothing to offer. You would have made it by now.” I really am sick of that voice and at least this one is something different. I am going to try …
Z0003
2007.1030.0122.0003 {I asked the channel to comment on Judgment, which was a writing & thinking project I had been assigned.} Finding ourselves at the crossroads of time and space neither prepares nor dissuades us from the task at hand. As we have said, we are not alive. Or to say that is our life is …
